Thursday, 10 December 2015

Tentang Seseorang

terutukmu hatiku, dinginku bersuara
merangkai semua tanya
imagi yang terlintas
berjalan pada satu
tanya selalu mengganguku
seseorang itukah dirimu kasih

kepada yang tecinta inginku mengeluh
semua resah di diri mencari jawab pasti
akankah seseorang yang diinginkan hadir?
raut halus menyelimuti jantungku

cinta adalah cinta. hidup dan matiku untukmu
mungkinkah semua tanya kau yang jawab
dan tentang seseorang itu pula dirimu
ku bersumpah akan mencinta



dear love, cepat datang ye
saya tunggu awak for our adventure together #hope


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Monday, 7 December 2015

Al-Fatihah

"Kematian itu sememangnya mengejutkan. Mendukakan. Memisahkan seorang insan. Menjarakkan antara dunia dan akhirat. Melukakan perasaan. Menambat kepiluan. Ia adalah hakikat sebuah permulaan di mana penghujungnya adalah pengakhiran. Itu janji Allah kepada kita"

i can never say enough to express my deepest condolence :(
you will be miss, Tunku Jalil.

5 July 1990 - 5 December 2015


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Wednesday, 2 December 2015

Disember

Efek Rumah Kaca - Desember

slalu ada yang bernyanyi
dan berelergi
di balik awan hitam
semoga ada
yang menerangi sisi gelap ini
menanti seperti pelangi
setia menunggu hujan
reda...

aku selalu suka sehabis
hujan di bulan disember
di bulan disember

selalu ada yang bernyanyi
dan berelergi
di balik awan hitam
semoga ada
yang menerangi sisi gelap ini
menanti seperti pelangi
setia menuggu hujan reda

aku selalu suka
sehabis hujan di bulan disember
di bulan disember

sampai nanti ketika
hujan tak lagi meretas luka
meretas luka..
sampai hujan memulihkan
luka...



i hope december will be the end of my heartache, of losing love, losing strength to carry on with life


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only love can break your heart


listening back to the sigit - only love can break you heart

after few years, hahaa.

i have quite a long history with candy
coke, ice and green
mostly ice
tapi
after the breakup,
hari2 sayur
untuk lupa
untuk gelak
walaupun sekejap
tu je yang mampu aku buat supaya hati aku tak mati



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Wednesday, 4 November 2015

obscene

wont you come, come back to earth
cause they're all concerned
you know how they worried about you
and all their words, they jar my nerves i know
each curse by each new kiss is run through
nothing comes to nothing without my baby
nothing ever comes to nothing without my baby


well, i've been abusing drugs again this semester
after what, 4/5 years of love and hate relationship with drugs you can name!
maybe because of the BREAKUP :(
and friends i've meet earlier of the semester
oh yeah, i also drink now *alcohol
i'm not proud of it,
in fact, i pretty much hates it!
i swear i hate it
it just that sometimes, when life this hard
you just have to find a way to laugh. hm.



oh yeah, thanks to irs i started to write again
atleast in this post
hahaha


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Friday, 30 October 2015

Bittersweet - Untittled Lyrics

Well I’ve been so down and felt so low 
But life seems that it wouldn’t let me go 
Nature keeps me back on hold 
With all the things I want to show 
All my hopes and all my love 
Dedicated just for the world to know. 

When the vibe and beats soon hit the groove 
It’s time for you to make a move 
Make you smile and win your heart 
Then watch them tear your life apart 
Was it me or them that’s hurting you 
It’s funny because it hurts me too 
When everything needs its reason 
And there’s nothing else you can do 

What you gonna do now? 
If you feel like letting go 
What you gonna do now? 
Cry your heart out and sell your soul 
What you gonna do now? 
Well if I can shout then I can show 
That no one was trying to live here 
But I never thought it would be that soon 


When the vibes and beats soon hit the groove 
It’s time for you to make a move 
Make you smile and win your heart 
Then watch them tear your life apart 
Was it me or them that’s hurting you 
It’s funny because it hurts me too 
When everything need its reason 
And there’s nothing else you can do 

What you gonna do now? 
If you feel like letting go 
What you gonna do now? 
Cry your heart out and sell your soul 
What you gonna do now? 
Well if I can shout then I can show 
That no one was trying to live here 
But I never thought it would be that soon 

Im so tired but I couldn’t sleep until dawn 
Just like fire she kept me warm but now she’s gone 
And if everyone was just like me and you 
Lets chase this dream with me now 
If you got nothing else to do 

What you gonna do now? 
If you feel like letting go 
What you gonna do now? 
Cry your heart out and sell your soul 
What you gonna do now? 
Well if I can shout then I can show 
That no one was trying to live here 
But I never thought it would be that soon 

What you gonna do now? 
If you feel like letting go 
What you gonna do now? 
Cry your heart out and sell your soul 
What you gonna do now? 
Well if I can shout then I can show 
That no one was trying to live here 
But I never thought it would be that soon

Bittersweet - Four years of sing and shout Lyrics

you know, 
i used to lie since i was four, 
i have dreams but i ain't got courage 
had to take the title on my own, 
back in my home where it was always calm, 
i'd wear my jeans to makes it a perfect sunday 
oh there's nothing you can't overcome, 

im glad, 
well im glad that you are back, 
but im sad you'll not be here on monday, 
i don't know how much longer i could hold 
on all the good times and the bad now forms a row, 
that goes straight to the land of hope, 
where you feel like you're not alone, 

Hey 
no one else can understand, 
even your girlfriends they can't, 
it makes you keep coming back to your old friends, 
Hey 
everything seems to make sense, 
it hurts us when it is romance, 
just smile and just pretend that you're not alone, 
when it doesn't feel like home, 
where it doesn't feel like home, 
when it's home that you've been looking for, 

and now, 
it's almost four years of sing and shout, 
i should agree it was always sunday, 
a great story to tell the crowd, 
and never bow the lies and cries that's in the script, 
im just a roll in your wicked dream, 
where you direct i'll do the editing, 

Hey 
no one else could understand, 
there's no such thing as second chance, 
when nothing seems to take control of what you do or where you go, 
everything seems to make sense, 
it hurts us when it is romance, 
just smile and keep on holding hands, 
just carry on until the end, 

SMILE AND KEEP ON HOLDING HANDS 
WE'LL CARRY ON UNTIL THE END 
SMILE AND KEEP ON HOLDING HANDS 
WE'LL CARRY ON UNTIL THE END